I am an Antichrist, I am an Anarchist

To be quite honest, I don't really have anything to post about. Not that that'll ever stop me. 

Me and Jonny on the coach to see Blood Brothers a week ago. It was really good!! Jonny is my closest friend and he's like totally cool n shit. I'm wearing my new original 1970s sex pistols military jacket (!!!!) in this pic, with a tiny vintage girl guides patch on the collar. 

This is the back. I'm really fucking excited about this even though I now owe Olivia £10 which I still haven't paid her back for. I got it at the new vintage shop in M'head town centre, which is INCREDIBLE AND CHEAP AND PERFECT and I'm going for a job there when I turn 16 in a month or so.

Another thing!!! I'm planning on writing a zine on being in//surviving abusive relationships. As a survivor myself I've been in a big struggle recently about coping and dealing with stuff, I've had a bout of blaming myself for everything that happened, recently, and I figure making this zine might help me put the whole thing to rest, at least for a little while. 

Galaxy Girl

Sex Pistols Jumper - Camden market

Galaxy Leggings - Won in a Raffle at a derby game

Backpack - Don’t remember, Possibly Claire’s but I drew all over it anyway

Portal ring - bought at a derby game

Shoes - Converse

Shirt - Primark

A few of my favourite people.

I'm a silly

Me and Oli.

Last three pics Lozzer's photography on his new film camera he got at the charity shop. Can't wait to stock mine up with film. 

Those Hazy Last Days of Summer

So, these pictures were taken in the park we go to every Wednesday after school. We went on the Sunday in the last weekend before school started, and it was a really fun day.

bringing the PAIIIIN on Dan.

Legs on Gregs radio

We played checkers in the park on a Sunday, and it was really goddamn fun. Me, Dan and Greg won once (with like no help from me lmao) and Jack won once.

MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE A FLUFFY SHEEP I AM SO HAPPY.

Joe (who took the majority of these photos) Me, and Joel. It's super dim here because the day got really cloudy and dark and cold at one point.

I'm upside-down on this huge spinny swing thing in the park.

Loz & Joel

And I'll finish it up with possibly the best photograph of Oli ever taken. 

This was like, second last park of the holidays, and it was really great. Near the end it started getting freeeeezing, which reminded me that - Shit, school starts in three days but luckily AUTUMN comes soon and I'm really excited for that. This park will always be a special place for me because I've spent so much time here over the past three years with these amazing people, and I'll remember every single little heart-to-heart and whiny angst filled cry I've ever had here - as well as every 'private conversation', and little in-jokes and laughs I'm lucky to have shared with such rad friends.

Most photos taken by Joseph :3

Never Meant

Let's just forget
Everything said
And everything we did
Best friends and better halves
So let's just pretend
Everything and anything
Between you and me
Was never meant

~ American Football, Never meant.

Pictures from summer. I haven't posted throughout summer because everything I've done has been super repetitive and it'd be annoying to see the same posts about going to the park with the same people every day. Robbo also broke up with me two days in, so it took about a week for me to adjust to everything being different again but I'm over it. I'm just as happy as I was when I was with him which is really, really good. 

School starts after tomorrow. I'm nervous to see everyone again because I think over this summer I've changed a lot, and not just in the 'I've put on weight sense' (although I have). I think I've kind of gotten over myself a bit. This year is also exams year, which is kind of insane seeing as I don't feel like I'm almost 16, but thank god it's my last year of senior school.

Lazy Days

I had a really sweet day today.

Me, Jonno, Dan, Lozzer, Joel and Tom went to Boulter's Lock and spent the day doing pretty much nothing but lazing around in the sun. It was great, especially after all the exams. 

Some scenery from Raymill Island, where we spent most of our time.

So, this is the first time I've been to Raymill in four, maybe five years, and they'd put these weird wooden animals all over it that have no real purpose.

After a while, we found a cute little river that ran under a bridge. We paddled in it for a while to cool down, but then realised 'Oh shit, this is the Thames, we're all gonna get cholera' and stopped, then headed over to the white waters.

After we'd seen the rapids, we decided it was time to go. 

Before we left, we stopped in a little café to get cider ice lollies and sprite, and Tom got a bag of duck feed to feed the geese that live in the river waters surrounding Raymill Island.

It was nice going back there after so many years, and was a nice change to spend time in smaller groups of people in different places. Definitely gotta do more stuff like this in the holidays.